"It is absurd to divide people into either good or bad. People are either charming or tedious."
Oscar Wilde

Sterner, Nicole.
Age: 27
Location: Los Angeles
Occupation: Saying "EABOD" a lot
"The only thing that sustains one through life is the consciousness of the immense inferiority of everybody else, and this is a feeling that I have always cultivated." Oscar Wilde

People say I could be the next Bukowski, but as of late I've been too ambivilent to do any good work.

I've got a thing for Prince, chains, photography, Vonnegut and you.

Email? theurbanaesthete (at) gmail.com

You wish much too hard, you cry far too much
You screamed for my silence but beg for my touch
I cannot solve you, for you’re not an equation
I suggest this discovery is a cause for celebration.
You’ve got diamonds in your eyes, ruby red on your lips
You started off as a star then became an eclipse
While I love watching you rise, I’ll skip watching you fall
I hate bruised knees in my bed after all, after all.
“Tie this cross to my wound, I can’t breathe more disease!”
She keeps screaming in the wind, the only listeners: trees
I make signals in smoke, she makes wounds from the fire
Every woman is a lover, and yet also a liar.
Heels on her feet, roses in her arms
She feeds egos with smiles, collateral in charms
Beauty queen take the stage, she curtseys to the judges
But the scabs on her knees break and her mascara smudges.
You wish much too hard for that crown on your head
This is odd as you love humiliation in my bed
You want independence but also to drip in diamonds and gold
This ties you to my bedposts, begging for my billfold.
So keep running away, tiny girl swathed in silk
You rebuff my true love, but come back to my milk
Milk in rectangular forms that I rain down as you dance
After all, when there is money, what little girl needs romance?
Bathed in spotlights by night and “first place” ribbons by day
You’ve parlayed charm into a career, only it doesn’t seem to pay
I’ll pay to watch as you crawl, but I’ll skip watching you fall
I hate washed up women in my bed after all, after all.

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